You stay-at-home moms know how it is, right? Time flies and crawls at the same time, in the same day. The days slowly speed into weeks and months. Six months, to be exact. Talia turned 6 months on Sunday! The whole half-a-year mark is kind of a big deal. Talia started babbling "
mamamama" last week. It is so cute. She occasionally laughs when I toss her in the air. She smiles often, and loves to watch her silly brothers. She is a good sleeper, and a generally happy girl. So am I.

This 6 month mark is significant to me because back when Talia was six weeks old I felt like this day would never come. I was so entrenched in the exhausted, overwhelmed craziness of my life with three kids and out of control hormones that it felt like it would never end.
In one of my counseling sessions back in those hard days (I still have lots of hard days now too, but not in the same way) my therapist had me envision my life in 6 months. I thought, "
Ok, I can make it through 6 months. In 6 months the sun will come out and it will be warm. I won't be breastfeeding anymore, so my body will be mine again. I will be skinny (or not). Talia will be sleeping through the night (or not). We will have a routine."

And now here we are. We have settled into our new normal as a family. I have my routines with three kids. Talia doesn't sleep through the night yet, but she's also not up every few hours. I'm not skinny yet, but I am done breastfeeding and most of my
pre-pregnancy clothes fit. I can't complain. It's amazing how no matter how much it feels like something will never end, it always does. Talia is no longer my sweet little lump. She likes to sit up and see what's going on. She no longer needs me every minute. She wants me, but it's not quite the same. It's a bittersweet milestone, this half-a-year mark. I have no doubt that the next six months will speed by just as slowly.


In some of our quieter moments we have been enjoying playing outside! Our backyard is definitely not pretty, but the kids still love playing back there, and we all love the hammock, especially Ian. He took this shot of the boys over the weekend when they climbed in there with him. I love the laziness of it. And my little boys' cute bellies and sunglasses. :)

Finally, I wanted to update on My May Challenge (I know. I'm a couple weeks late). It was enlightening. It felt great! I have added lots more fruits and veggies into my diet and figured out how to eat healthy lunches and not just kid food. I still have a sweet tooth. I am still a little lazy when it comes to exercising. I only lost about 5 pounds. I still stink at keeping track of what I eat, but I am glad that I took on the challenge. I think it has made me much more aware of my habits, and helped me to improve. Thanks again for all your supportive comments!